Beautiful Disaster Machine · Track 10
Watch Me Now
You got used to my silence
Thought that meant I had no say
I was picking every battle
You were counting every day
You got used to easy answers
Used to getting your own way
I got tired of fitting neatly
In the box where I should stay
I was listening while you talked
Like I wasn’t in the room
Funny what survives the dark
When everybody else assumes
I don’t need another warning
I don’t need another guide
I don’t need another doorway
You got comfortable deciding
Who I was before I knew
Built a story all around me
Like I couldn’t write one too
I was never made to fit it
Never made to play that role
Every wall you put around me
Only showed me where to go
Watch me now
Every label that you handed
Started falling from the seams
Turns out all the smallest places
Couldn’t hold the bigger dreams
You can keep the expectations
You can keep the narrow view
I got tired of being measured
By what made sense to you
I was always in the mirror
Even when you couldn’t tell
Waiting for the right moment
To become myself
I don’t need another warning
I don’t need another guide
I don’t need another doorway
You got comfortable deciding
Who I was before I knew
Built a story all around me
Like I couldn’t write one too
I was never made to fit it
Never made to play that role
Every wall you put around me
Only showed me where to go
Watch me now
I spent too long standing still
I spent too long staying small
I spent too long asking permission
Now I don’t ask at all
You got comfortable deciding
Who I was before I knew
Built a story all around me
Like I couldn’t write one too
I was never made to fit it
Never made to play that role
Every wall you put around me
Only showed me where to go
Watch me now