Beautiful Disaster Machine · Track 07
The Shape I'm Taking
Yesterday fit like a borrowed jacket
Every sleeve hanging past my hands
I kept trying to make it work
Just because I knew the shape
Then something shifted underfoot
Like a fault line changing course
All the pieces stayed the same
They just stopped facing north
Don't ask me
What I'll become
I only know
What I've outgrown
Some roads end
Some walls move
Some names stop fitting too
I'm learning the shape I'm taking
Every turn redraws the line
Every choice leaves an outline
I couldn't see before tonight
The shape I'm taking
Still unfinished
Still in motion
Still becoming
Not who I was
Not there yet
The shape I'm taking next
Everybody loves a finished picture
Loves a label and a category
But people aren't statues
They're stories still being written
I've shed versions of myself
Like old keys with no locks left
Funny how much lighter things feel
When you stop carrying what's dead
Don't ask me
What I'll become
I only know
What I've outgrown
Some roads end
Some walls move
Some names stop fitting too
I'm learning the shape I'm taking
Every turn redraws the line
Every choice leaves an outline
I couldn't see before tonight
The shape I'm taking
Still unfinished
Still in motion
Still becoming
Not who I was
Not there yet
The shape I'm taking next
Maybe certainty is overrated
Maybe growth looks strange at first
Maybe every worthwhile change
Feels a little like a curse
Till one day you look behind you
And barely know the ground you crossed
That's the price of moving forward
And it's worth every mile it costs
I'm learning the shape I'm taking
Every turn redraws the line
Every choice leaves an outline
I couldn't see before tonight
The shape I'm taking
Still unfinished
Still in motion
Still becoming
The shape I'm taking
No final form
No destination
Just the next horizon
Not who I was
Not there yet
The shape I'm taking next
Still becoming
Still becoming
The shape I'm taking next